Honest

Acting is fascinating and problematic for me. I’ve had glimpses of what it’s like to really act and they’ve been glorious moments of liberation! I don’t know how to induce or control these uninhibited releases of creative spontaneity so that they happen when I want them to and for a longer period of time! More often than not, I find myself drifting slowly back into awareness of myself, and that severely clamps down on my ability to…act. It’s the ugly side of self-realization. It manifests itself in hesitation, but I’m learning to stop stopping and just go with the flow.