Cerumen

In. Out. In. In. Out.

That’s it. Just like that. Sometimes I think she used me just because it feels so damn good, the way I just scratch that itch, so deep inside where no one else can reach. Although, too much can cause pain, maybe even to the brain. Once a week is healthy, I think. Nevertheless, I felt used, dirty, and dispensable after the whole process. I’m coated in god knows what substance, and I’m sure I left remnants of me in her.  

And now I’m here, lying next to the tissues. They feel equally filthy and used.