I Would Ask You To Pretend That This Was Written Two Days Ago, But Due To The Topic Of The Poem, That Is Simply Impossible

It’s Thursday now but Tuesday then.
I’m late today how did I feel then?
Can I recapture how I felt when
It was Tuesday,
Two days
Ago?
How can I show,
How can I ever know,
What I may
Have said?
Was I walking slowly with weary tread,
Did my head
Lean slowly to the side?
I must imagine or remember
How my thoughts flied
On the first day of December,
Then try
To write precisely,
In a manner so nicely,
What I would have written
Had I not bitten
The bullet of repast
That night before completing my task.